just someone

i do love you..
everyminute , everyhour, everyday, everyweek, everymonth~~~

someone

hanya satu yang ingin kukatakan..



i do love you..

White Roses

Eyes Open - Taylor Swift

Everybody’s waiting

Everybody’s watching

Even when you’re sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open

The tricky thing

Is yesterday we were just children

Playing soldiers

Just pretending

Dreaming dreams with happy endings

In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords

But now we’ve stepped into a cruel world

Where everybody stands and keeps score

Keep your eyes open

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown

Everybody’s watching to see the fallout

Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes open

So here you are, two steps ahead and staying on guard

Every lesson forms a new scar

They never thought you’d make it this far

But turn around, oh they’ve surrounded you

It’s a showdown, and nobody comes to save you now

But you’ve got something they don’t

Yeah you’ve got something they don’t

You’ve just gotta keep your eyes open

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown

Everybody’s watching to see the fallout

Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes

Keep your feet ready

Heartbeat steady

Keep your eyes open

Keep your aim locked

The night goes dark

Keep your eyes open

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown

Everybody’s watching to see the fallout

Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping

Keep your eyes open

Keep your eyes open

Keep your eyes open

black rose

setidaknya aku sudah berusaha

setidaknya aku sudah berusaha..

kata-kata ini yang selalu aku pikirkan berulang-ulang..setelah aku bertemu denganmu tadi..

setidaknya aku sudah berusaha,, benar kan ? dari pada aku tidak melakukan apa-apa sama sekali..
setidaknya aku sudah mencoba,, mencoba hal yang sangat baru dalam kehidupanku..
walaupun itu gagal, setidaknya aku sudah mencoba,, menghilangkan rasa takutku,, memberanikan diriku,, menghilangkan rasa maluku saat tadi,,,
aku tak tau,, rasaku padamu yang mendorongku untuk menawarimu sebuah coklat,,akhirnya aku berhasil melakukan hal itu,,misi yang sudah berhari-hari lalu aku rencanakan,,walaupun misi itu gagal ketika tadi kau menolak apa yang aku tawarkan padamu..
entah karena kau tak suka coklat, karena kau merasa tidak enak, karena memang kau tidak mau menerima pemberianku atau karena hal lainnya..
perasaanku saat ini sangat bercampur aduk, aku tak tau apa yang aku rasakan,,
pedih,,
mungkin pedih, tapi aku akan selalu berusaha tersenyum,, karena senyuman adalah obat dari segala macam penyakit, termasuk penyakit hati..
sekarang yang aku pikirkan adalah, ''apa yang harus aku lakukan agar aku bisa dekat denganmu'',, hanya kata-kata itu yang selalu aku pikirkan,, yang aku selalu cari jalan keluarnya..hingga saat ini..

love cupcake

Cupcakes again and agaaaaiiinnn

Katy Pery - Part Of Me

Days like this I want to drive away

Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade

You chewed me up and spit me out

Like I was poison in your mouth

You took my light, you drained me down

That was then and this is now

Now look at me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take  away  from me, no

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no

I just wanna throw my phone away

Find out who is really there for me

'Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap

Was always tearing at the seams

I fell deep and you let me drown

But that was then and this is now

Now look at me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever take away from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never  gonna  ever  take away from me, no

Now look at me, I'm sparkling

A firework, a dancing flame

You won't ever put me out again

I'm glowing, oh woah oh

So you can keep the diamond ring

It don't mean nothing anyway

In fact you can keep everything

Yeah, yeah

Except for me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away  from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no (away  from me)

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever  take away  from me, no

This is the part of me, no, (away from me)

This is the part of me, me, me, me, me, me, no

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever  take away from me, no