sahuuuur sahuuuuur

yaw,akhirnya tiba juga saatnya bulan ramadhan,,,dan skarang saatnya sahur...

smoga kita lancar mengerjakannya dan gak ada yg bolong'' :)
\y/

ngeblog lagi..

setelah sekian lama, akhirnya bisa ngeblog lagi..   :)
alhamdulillah ya..
masa'' galau mikirin ujian SNMPTN uda usai, skarang masi ngegalauin hasilnya gimana,,ya smoga hasilnya sesuai dengan yang diinginkan..
AMIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNN :)))

just someone

i do love you..
everyminute , everyhour, everyday, everyweek, everymonth~~~

someone

hanya satu yang ingin kukatakan..



i do love you..

White Roses

Eyes Open - Taylor Swift

Everybody’s waiting

Everybody’s watching

Even when you’re sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open

The tricky thing

Is yesterday we were just children

Playing soldiers

Just pretending

Dreaming dreams with happy endings

In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords

But now we’ve stepped into a cruel world

Where everybody stands and keeps score

Keep your eyes open

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown

Everybody’s watching to see the fallout

Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes open

So here you are, two steps ahead and staying on guard

Every lesson forms a new scar

They never thought you’d make it this far

But turn around, oh they’ve surrounded you

It’s a showdown, and nobody comes to save you now

But you’ve got something they don’t

Yeah you’ve got something they don’t

You’ve just gotta keep your eyes open

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown

Everybody’s watching to see the fallout

Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes open

Keep your ey-eyes

Keep your feet ready

Heartbeat steady

Keep your eyes open

Keep your aim locked

The night goes dark

Keep your eyes open

Everybody’s waiting for you to breakdown

Everybody’s watching to see the fallout

Even when you’re sleeping, sleeping

Keep your eyes open

Keep your eyes open

Keep your eyes open

black rose

setidaknya aku sudah berusaha

setidaknya aku sudah berusaha..

kata-kata ini yang selalu aku pikirkan berulang-ulang..setelah aku bertemu denganmu tadi..

setidaknya aku sudah berusaha,, benar kan ? dari pada aku tidak melakukan apa-apa sama sekali..
setidaknya aku sudah mencoba,, mencoba hal yang sangat baru dalam kehidupanku..
walaupun itu gagal, setidaknya aku sudah mencoba,, menghilangkan rasa takutku,, memberanikan diriku,, menghilangkan rasa maluku saat tadi,,,
aku tak tau,, rasaku padamu yang mendorongku untuk menawarimu sebuah coklat,,akhirnya aku berhasil melakukan hal itu,,misi yang sudah berhari-hari lalu aku rencanakan,,walaupun misi itu gagal ketika tadi kau menolak apa yang aku tawarkan padamu..
entah karena kau tak suka coklat, karena kau merasa tidak enak, karena memang kau tidak mau menerima pemberianku atau karena hal lainnya..
perasaanku saat ini sangat bercampur aduk, aku tak tau apa yang aku rasakan,,
pedih,,
mungkin pedih, tapi aku akan selalu berusaha tersenyum,, karena senyuman adalah obat dari segala macam penyakit, termasuk penyakit hati..
sekarang yang aku pikirkan adalah, ''apa yang harus aku lakukan agar aku bisa dekat denganmu'',, hanya kata-kata itu yang selalu aku pikirkan,, yang aku selalu cari jalan keluarnya..hingga saat ini..

love cupcake

Cupcakes again and agaaaaiiinnn

Katy Pery - Part Of Me

Days like this I want to drive away

Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade

You chewed me up and spit me out

Like I was poison in your mouth

You took my light, you drained me down

That was then and this is now

Now look at me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take  away  from me, no

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no

I just wanna throw my phone away

Find out who is really there for me

'Cause you ripped me off, your love was cheap

Was always tearing at the seams

I fell deep and you let me drown

But that was then and this is now

Now look at me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever take away from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never  gonna  ever  take away from me, no

Now look at me, I'm sparkling

A firework, a dancing flame

You won't ever put me out again

I'm glowing, oh woah oh

So you can keep the diamond ring

It don't mean nothing anyway

In fact you can keep everything

Yeah, yeah

Except for me

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away  from me, no

This is the part of me that you're never gonna  ever  take away from me, no (away  from me)

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever  take away  from me, no

This is the part of me, no, (away from me)

This is the part of me, me, me, me, me, me, no

Throw your sticks and stones

Throw your bombs and your blows

But you're not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me that you're never gonna ever  take away from me, no

Go For Physics

pertemuan yang aku nantikan..

tgl 21-03-2012 tepatnya...

saat itu adalah saat yang paling aku nantikan ...
saat dimana aku dapat bertemu dan melihatmu lagi..
melihat senyum , dan tawa jenakamu itu..
walau hanya melihatmu saja, hatiku sudah tersenyum puas..
aku tersenyum, entah untuk apa dan mengapa aku tersenyum..
akupun berusaha menahan luapan kesenangan yang aku rasakan..
memperhatikanmu secara sembunyi-sembunyi, itulah yang aku lakukan saat itu..
tak terasa waktu itu berlalu dengan cepat,, walau aku ingin lebih lama lagi kau ada di depanku,, agar aku dapat memperhatikanmu lebih lama lagi..melihat senyummu lebih lama lagi..

rasa ini.

rasa ini..

rasa yang aku rasakan padamu..

rasa yang tidak ku mengerti..

rasa yang datangnya tidak aku ketahui..

rasa yang membuatku senang..

rasa yang juga bisa membuatku sedih..

rasa ini..

rasa yang aku rasakan padamu,

tidak boleh menjadi benar,

dan tidak akan menjadi benar,

karena kita berbeda.

The Story Of Us - Taylor Swift

I used to think that one day we'd tell the story of us,

And how we met

And how the sparks flew instantly

And people would say they're the lucky ones

I used to know my place was the spot next to you,

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat

Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication,

Miscommunications lead to a fallout,

So many things that I wish you knew

So many walls up, I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate,

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How did we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes

And trying to look busy

And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here

But you held your pride like you should have held me

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate,

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest

Of who can act like they care less

But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now

But I would lay my armor down

If you said you'd rather love than fight

So many things that you wish I knew

But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room

And we're not speaking

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Now, now, now

And were not speaking,

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you

Like it's killing me?

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate,

'Cause were going down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

The End

Di tempat ini..

Di tempat inilah untuk pertama kalinya aku bertemu denganmu..
Di tempat ini untuk pertama kalinya aku melihatmu..
Di tempat ini pula aku mengenalmu..

Tempat ini..
Tempat yang sering aku kunjungi..
Karena hanya di tempat inilah aku dapat bertemu denganmu, melihatmu, menyaksikan tawamu..
Berbagai cara dan alasan aku lakukan untuk mengunjungi tempat ini, walau sering sunyi kurasa di tempat ini ketika tiada hadirnya dirimu..

Tempat ini..
Tempat yang tidak bersejarah, tidak mewah, tidak indah, tempat yang mungkin untuk sebagian orang tidaklah penting..
Tapi bagiku, ini adalah tempat yang istimewa,,


Tempat ini..
Tempat yang menyaksikan kekagumanku padamu, tempat yang menyimpan rahasia hatiku,, rahasia yang tak akan pernah akan kuberitahu kepadamu..

Dan asal kau tahu..
Di tempat ini pula..
Kita nantinya akan berpisah..

Did you remember when we first meet ?

Yah, pertemuan dengan seseorang itu adalah pertemuan yang tak terduga..

Aku masih ingat, bahkan dengan jelas..

Kapan saat itu, saat pertemuan itu terjadi,, pertemuan yang aku alami dengan seseorang,, seseorang yang kini aku kenal, walau dia bukan orang yang aku kenal dengan baik, bahkan dia juga tidak mengenalku dengan baik,,

Aku hanya tau aku nyaman berada didekatnya,dia bisa mengajariku dengan baik, layaknya seorang kakak yang sedang menuntun adiknya,  bahkan aku merasakan sesuatu yang sering orang bilang dengan ''jatuh cinta'', tapi aku rasa aku tidak merasakan hal itu, itu hanya kagum, hanya kagum,,walaupun hatiku menyangkal hal itu,, hatiku merasakan suatu getaran aneh, getaran yang tidak aku rasakan ketika aku berada di samping orang lain..

mengapa hanya dengannya aku merasakan hal ini ?

hal yang menurutku sangat aneh, bahkan tidak aku mengerti hingga saat ini..

hal yang membuatku tidak bisa bersikap biasa bila berada di sampingya, bahkan di sekitarnya,, aku tidak bisa bersikap biasa seperti aku bertemu dengan orang lain selain dirinya,, apakah ini pertanda aku merasakan hal yang sering orang katakan itu ? ataukah hanya perasaan sesaat ?,,

mungkin jawaban ini akan aku ketahui saat aku mengerti apa yang aku rasakan saat ini..

♥ cupcakes ♥

together with science 2

SMANELA 12 SCIENCE 2

Long Live - Taylor Swift

I said remember this moment, in the back of my mind

The time we stood with our shaking hands

The crowds and stands went wild

We were the Kings and the Queens

And they read off our names

The night you danced like you knew our lives

Would never be the same

You held your head like a hero

On a history book page

It was the end of a decade

But the start of an age

Long live the walls we crashed through

How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

I was screaming long live all the magic we made

And bring on all the pretenders

One day we will be remembered

I said remember this feeling

I passed the pictures around

Of all the years that we stood there

On the side-lines wishing for right now

We are the Kings and the Queen

You trade your baseball cap for a crown

When they gave us our trophies

And we help them up for our town

And the cynics were outraged

Screaming this is absurd

Cause for a moment a band of theives

In ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls we crashed through

How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

I was screaming long live all the magic we made

And bring on all the pretenders

I’m not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved

I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I was screaming long live the look on your face

And bring on all the pretenders

One day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around

Confetti falls to the ground

May these memories break our fall

Will you take a moment, promise me this

That you’ll stand by my forever

But if god forbid fate should step in

And force us into a goodbye

If you have children some day

When they point to the pictures

Please tell them my name

Tell them how the crowds went wild

Tell them how our hope it shined

Long live all the mountains we moved

I had the time of my life with you

Long, long live the walls we crashed through

How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

I was screaming long live all the magic we made

And bring on all the pretenders

I’m not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved

I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I was screaming long live the look on your face

And bring on all the pretenders

One day we will be remembered

TSG